Man, 2 weeks of this alergy/cold shit. Really put a dent in my routine. Add on a new job that is taking up WAY to much of my riding time and you get me these days. A total asshole. I feel like I have wasted away to nothing. I stayed off the bike in order to get well and I am allot better so i hope I will be ok by saturday to head to Coldspring and get me some podium. I rode yesterday and felt "ok" but nothin like I should be. It's a real bummer. 40 mph winds today. The kind that is so bad that you just go home after 3 miles and say forget it. I'm gonna wake up early tomorrow and get me some southloop and get back in race shape. I really hate the turn my life has made lately. I made a few decisions to take life my the horns and forefit a bit of my lifestyle in order to make some strides on a financial field and they are not working. I am, but the money is not. I've been putting in 10 hour days and working saturdays for shit. I was making more working 1/2 the hours and only 5 days a week than I am now. Now I have to find something else soon before I lose my F'ing mind. Its a real bummer too. I am kicking ass at my new job and the return is shit. Go figure.
Whateva!!!!! Just gonna think about riding and racing. Everything else can suck it.
j
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